I am so tired, from nothing? In Estonia it would be the spring tiredness, from lack of sun. Yes it is gray and dark. No energy, I cannot cannot cannot wake up at 6! I have not been to any early morning (exercise, I mean the 7.30 ones) class this year (excuse that I go skating and live far from uni is not good). Some days I just feel not again, I don't want to leave work to go home in dark rain and wind. I need summer and sun! Or at least some snow. Extremes, not boring grey fog and drizzle. But at least my housemate gave me a lemon drizzle cake today.
Yesterday was C's birthday, nobody knows her age, but as she says, it is just a two-digit figure. True. We made good effort with cake and a picture. A special Chinese message on the cake was understood differently by her and another Chinese-speaker, but she knows what she read out of it and the rest does not matter.
The landlord is coming to visit tomorrow. And I need to wake up early enough to walk to the station, take train, go somewhere, get back and all this before work. Juhhuuu.
Yesterday I made the biggest mistake I blame the Brits for. Asked somebody "Are you OK?" and she said "Yes". I think she did not mean it. My foreign friend said that she thinks lots of people are sad and lonely, but nobody knows.
No comments:
Post a Comment